Friday, April 4, 2008

Thick White Cm Before Period

A meteor

are already three days now that you're gone ...
I still do not fully understand, I can not accept it ....
I just can not accept you until a few moments before play happily with your brothers and your mother, and then suddenly you left us ...
I always keep in mind your image, small wad of hair, curled up like when you were sleeping ...
Until the end I thought that at any moment you woke up and looks at me with your sweet Musino ... instead you remained asleep.
Even now I feel in my hands the warmth of your tiny body that slowly fades away ...
I did not even have time to give you a name, sorry ...
not fair that your life is due to end so soon, after just 11 days ... and I saw that you have to cheer the heart and warm the life of someone you would like to love and pamper any pet should have a right ...
A part of me, the most rational, perhaps, the one that never wants to give in to sadness, one that tends (tends) to restore my typical good humor, tells me that I should not react like that, at the end was not to blame, after all la vida is so and if I take so much for a kitten, then what should I do when, unfortunately, happens to a child? Perhaps I should rejoice in seeing that the other two babies are doing well ....
But I can not, not completely ... Of course when I see two kittens grow healthy atmosphere of my heart warms and lights ... But I can not help but still feel bad for that unfortunate wad of hair that is no longer with us ...
Call me stupid, maybe you're right ...
But do not tell me it was just a cat, because it was just a cat ...
First of all it was a cub's life for me, especially puppies, kittens and animals, especially of man is sacred ... I just want to protect these fragile little creatures ... And in these circumstances I see how little account I want to ... I have also seen the birth and of course I felt a little 'puppy my "...
This situation made me relive another and even more sad period of my life and I realized that some wounds are still far from being healed ...
Fortunately, there are two other wad of pet hair to grow and verere!
You have been a meteor in my life passes too quickly, but despite this, did you hear leave a in my heart, a footprint of your claws, I will always be in my life. Thank you enlightened my mind and I hope that now you're up there where you are well! Hello sweet little ball of fur!
Sorry for this outburst of sadness ... The next time I'll definitely happier
Thanks for hearing me
A.

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